
I cant tollerate being so silly to speak like that!
when I what to speak English I cant say what I want to ,Although I do my best!
I speak brokenly and its a disaster...
I cant consider myself as an anxious girl,cause I am NOT!
but unfortunately my experiences in english shows something different...
last disaster happend yasterday,when my teacher wanted me to
tell him a story and told me that he wanted to record my voice to
show me my mistakes.
I had stress and told him not to do that,he said he was joking!
but when I finished my awful speaking I found that my speaking was recorded...
He just wanted not to make the situation more stressful for me!
shame on me !
I cant get rid of this kind of stress...
I am really tired of being this kind of Mina!

